Had been concerning myself to not let a boy to distract me and my emotions...well it didn't went well. I got jealous (maybe ?! Idk,just strange on the inside :/ ) when girls happened to interact or whatever with him LOL
Then I told my friends im giving up..too tired for that...but then in minutes time.(ps: t'was after recess at school ,standing beside my classroom's door chatting v friends)..BOY A (again=3=) he countdown 3,2,1 while standing at the door , and everyone was looking, automatically I looked tooo!...but when I realized it's no other than "special thing happening" it was too late TvT my crush passed by and look in to my classroom coz BOY A counted so loudly and he was pointing to my direction.....my buddies were JUST right beside me and yesssss we're all paralyzed for minutes ....and they say that im no difference with a TOMATO !!(blushed..)
I knew I was doomed coz im having tuition at night , and he's gonna be there too...for now I think he knows i like him ..and there's no more chance for me to be Normal friends with him TT....I'd totally
Screwed my image infront of him EVERYTIME ...And plus ,, rumours spread fast .... I think his ex knew too TT...she'd been talking bout me the pass few weeks..and I bet on her facebook status..she's referring to me YEAAAA screw life I fell for someone who had an ex that doesn't want to give up on him..it's like a war and im totally losing .. (although my friends said I can get him easier then how his ex got him,,but nahhh I don't think soo :/ )
tuition night >>> I passed by him staring at the floor like a prisoner...and I think he's looking....but then scalded off like a scalded cat when I reach the main door and ran downstairs..with a red red red red red red red faceee ... #onceagainIfail
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