Finally back haha.. Yet the only place for people like me to summarize my life in a day...
Blogger is no doubt the site I appreciate most :D thanks to whoever the creator is ! blessings from the Lims :)
Lets go straight to the point dear diary xD lol (indicates how pointless one's life is huh )
Let me just spit out questions haha im not expecting answers anywayzz (unless any kindhearted visitors are willing to comment ;P but No way hah)
So, majority of the people always say that disappointments are often the only comeback of high expectations.. Of how optimistic a person can be , for 16 yrs and a half... I realized how stupid i was to stand strong at my own opinion on this 'homosapien-filled planet' where miracles doesn't exist . It was such a joke. In fact , the only miracle that actually happened was because of a broken rubber XXX... at least I still think my birth is a miracle > < (dont take this too srs tho..a grudge is still a grudge :) ) People do mistakes , babies are somehow the most common mistakes two adults can make . I love my parents a lot , I might sound harsh or just to say i sound like a pessimist , but trust me , there are still different kinds of optimistic humans in this planet ;) One's ability to think wisely before action is how I define an optimist , I think a lot like a pessimist, but I know how to handle the problems that I face with an open mind . Am I not an optimist ?
"think positive ". Good to say ... i start doubting myself when that particular quote was presented to me . Oh ..different family backgrounds , impressions , image , wealth and status...
Glad that mine wasn't so bad , but what of a better future ? Is it possible for normal middle class people to strive in the society ? Let relations and back doors be the firm answer , the only exception are those who have the ability to bring wealth for others , 'used humans' , i personally call.
The conclusion ? i have no idea :/ thanks to whoever brought me to blogger once again for a throw up session. (a helpless adolescent who's facing youth problems aka ME) :) Its been months since i hold a grudge for so long haha ...feel free to judge .
But let me emphasize once more. I am just complaining to the cyber world ;) have a nice day
